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Plan B
05:25
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Goddamn I hate that you're the only one who ever fucking cared
Because I pushed you away and now everyone else is starting to disappear
You were the anchor that kept me safely at bay
You were the white noise that helped me sleep soundly
and now I'm afraid that I'll be doomed to spend the rest of my life with these late nights
The nightmare is in my head and I can't get it out to save my life
And I'm out for blood, I'm out for blood on my past
It happens all the time
I'm walking such a thin line between reality and what defeats me
but it's in my head
No matter how hard that I try
this life's got a way of pulling me
back to this worn down state of mind
and I'm afraid that you completed me
So now most days I just feel like I'm a goddamn ghost when you're around
No matter how hard that I try
this life's got a way of pulling me
back to this worn down state of mind
and I'm afraid that you completed me
Never. ever again
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2. |
Lost Swimmer
04:15
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I'm a shipwreck that's washed away by the sea
You were a lighthouse and you were there to guide me
and I've been drifting for the past twelve years I know not where go
The water is deep and dark these days and the current's a violent flow
I'm a shipwreck that's washed away with the tide
I was a grandson and you were my life
and since march 15th I guess I just haven't felt right
Your lighthouse closed for good and I lost my way by the coastline
Barb won't you sail on back to me
I was just a kid in the summer time
sitting and spitting seeds
when we would go out all my worries went away
but since your lighthouse has closed for good
I'm afraid I'll never be the same
So now I float on
The waves still crash inside my head
remind me of how it used to feel then
but I'll shrug it off I guess
cause I know those were better days
waves still crash inside my head
(I'm a shipwreck, I must be dead)
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Forget, Regret
03:22
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For a while we've been going separate ways
Leaves change
Fall around
They gather in a pile
Just like my thoughts
I kept em' bottled up
For far too long now
Don't you forget what you regret or you'll regret it
Don't beat your self up all the time
Time heals all wounds and you'll be fine
Your bed makes for a shallow grave and when it rains
It washes me away
You're young and beautiful
But I know I'm just a fool
For turning you loose
But I have to do
What's best for me
It's best for you
Don't you forget what you regret or you'll regret it
Don't beat your self up all the time
Time heals all wounds and you'll be fine
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Gunlock
03:44
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It's been a long time
Since I last saw you
You're on my mind every day
I've been feeling sick to my stomach
I can feel the knot growing in my brain
I guess that I've been dying for you
To come and change my mood
You left these mountains long ago
An I don't think that I can stand it anymore
Since then I've been having trouble with picking myself up and out the door
I just wanna stay in bed forget every word you said and hope the memories of you all fade away
But I don't blame you for leaving
this fucked up place
truth be told I regret not packing up when you asked me cause I
swear I would have left
Gunlock shell shock
Never be the same again
I miss you crawling in my head
Gunlock shell shock
Never be the same again
I miss you crawling into bed
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Chloe, Underwater
06:39
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It had gotten dark outside
The clouds in the sky washed over the mountain side
I haven't felt myself for a while now
Because you tried
To drag me down into the creek with you to reside
But I'm not going down without a fight
Wide-eyed
Confined
To my room for weeks at a time
This rain won't subside
I think it has to do with all of your lies
Why would you ever want to wish bad will
Upon a soul
Didn't you learn when you were young it wasn't right to be the one
To point your finger all the time
Instead of pointing back at yourself or have you any dignity at all
Oh no you
You're a monster now
Much from your former self
So please just spare me
Chorus
Though you hold a place in my heart
This weathers torn us apart
And I'm ashamed of all the pain that you have tried to cause
Chorus
Despite the forecast I still have high hopes.
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